I sit heremaybe he will look away,
maybe he will reach out his handMothers say lean towards,
while fathers say just ignore.
I sit here
perhaps I am just a girl
perhaps my legs are brokenmaybe she will reach out her hand
and break the rules of our parents
I sit here
perhaps I can think of the ways
and the reasons I am here( I won’t blame mom, or dad, brother, or sister )
I sit here
perhaps I am willing and able
to pull myself to my feet
and stand on my own.
poetic x